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what I need
What I must get my hands on, what I absolutely must threaten the worst sort of mayhem in order to get, the only thing I would willingly do anything but die or sell my soul for --
Is a way to have control over my own destiny.
As it is, I do not, because the only destiny I care anything about, the one thing I need out of life more than anything else, is only available at the whim of strangers.
I do not know how to get past/through/around this. I only know that if I don't find a way...
Gods, I hate being dramatic. But I simply cannot be any more serious about this than I am.
Is a way to have control over my own destiny.
As it is, I do not, because the only destiny I care anything about, the one thing I need out of life more than anything else, is only available at the whim of strangers.
I do not know how to get past/through/around this. I only know that if I don't find a way...
Gods, I hate being dramatic. But I simply cannot be any more serious about this than I am.