I hate putting my foot in my mouth

[mmegaera]

And I hate even more wondering whether I did or not.

I also hate not being told things straight out. I can't help it if all I understand is that someone's hinting, but not what they're hinting at.

The worst is knowing that the reason someone is doing this to me is because if I'm straight up to them about what I think is going on, all I'll get in return is a bunch of plausible deniability crap.

Ptui on them and the horse they rode in on.